It is hard. I love someone, and i know he does too. But. We can make it true cause of some reason. I can't too much hope. Cause he cant be mine. And now.. I just keep my feeling. And he does too. And he.. He just standing by me. He still with his past memory. He can not move on at all. And now.. I just can looking at him from here. So far away. I do love him so much. But my mama cant approve.

And now. Im with my new future plan. Someone else came. With new love and new future plan. My future husband looks very impress me.. But im still in my memory with that one. So. What i gonna do?

I love him and him.

God help me